2pac - Changes

2pac - changes..... this song has to be my all-time favorite.... i heard it so long ago.... but i dont seem to be getting sick of it... =) i think thats a good thing.....

Come on come on
I see no changes wake up in the morning and I ask myself
is life worth living should I blast myself?

we've all had this feeling rite? when we wake up, feeling so sick and tired... thinking 'i dont have it in me to go on....' i know there's an easy way out of life.... should i take it? is it worth it? is it worth putting on a fake face, pretending nothing's wrong.... is it worth trying knowing there's little pont in taking the next step....is it worth acting, showing the world the smile that they want to see, instead of the frown u have behind....

I'm tired of bein' poor & even worse I'm black
my stomach hurts so I'm lookin' for a purse to snatch

there's always an easy way out of problems.... studies problem? just cheat..... money problem? just steal.... love problem? just kill yourself..... you are not alone.... everyone feels the same.... just that not many know that...

Cops give a damn about a negro
pull the trigger kill a nigga he's a hero
Give the crack to the kids who the hell cares
one less hungry mouth on the welfare

this is a racist statement.... 2pac had the balls to say wat he wanted to say, and he doesnt just talk nonsense.... everything here has meaning... ppl who dont understand, may choose to ignore this, but the truth of the matter is, it still exist....

First ship 'em dope & let 'em deal the brothers
give 'em guns step back watch 'em kill each other
It's time to fight back that's what Huey said
2 shots in the dark now Huey's dead

but wats the point in solving racism?? wats the point of helping.... its wriiten in the bible.... God helps those who help themselves.... ppl need to open their eyes sometimes.... who would want to help you, if there's no repentanve in ur actions? even God may look away....

I got love for my brother but we can never go nowhere
unless we share with each other
We gotta start makin' changes
learn to see me as a brother instead of 2 distant strangers

take a look at it from a different view, take a look at it from a view u never looked before... only then will u see wat u've been missing.... the truth in life is hidden, its not gonna be there rite in front of u.... its not that easy =)

and that's how it's supposed to be
How can the Devil take a brother if he's close to me?
I'd love to go back to when we played as kids
but things changed, and that's the way it is

we were each given a childhood.... look back on it, enjoy the memories, and smile to yourself.... cuz' nothing we face in the future is ever gonna be like that....

Come on come on
That's just the way it is
Things'll never be the same
That's just the way it is
aww yeah

read it... and reflect upon it.... take your time and let it sink in your mind a bit.... then open your heart.... and tell me if anything's changed.... "2pac - Changes" will be continued....

Highbury Rises to the Frechman....!!

c'mon ppl.... i've done it once, and im gonna do it again... im gonna try to spread the wonders of football to the ppl out there.... wish me luck...

Highbury rises to the frechman...!! haha.... The Almighty Thierry Henry.... a magician..... a living legend... a marvel to watch..... i always wonder, why defend against him.... just let him go, and let him carve another perfect goal.... to stick in the minds of many fanatics out there....everywhere... why try to stop something so beautiful? why prevent something that everyone wants to see.... why stop the artistt, painting his works of perfection? and the hardest question.... why is he 29 years old.... ? it only means there's only another 5 years maximum that we'll be able to be in the presence if his greatness....

will there ever be another Thierry Henry? many claim they've found youngsters with the potential... but then again, will they ever come close to the King?

Thierry Henry is a man... a simple, small town boy.... who grew up, hoping on football to be the source of income.... not only has he managed to do that, he has changed ppl's perception of football entirely.... especially mine. August 14th 1977, when little Henry was born, the world of football was never gonna be the same... how special do u have to be, to be able to make an impact on football... a mark in history... a sweet memory to fans.... ?? this man is special.... in fact, he's way beyond that....

Thierry Henry will never be forgotten.... the world will always remember him, for centuries to come.... he came into football, throwing in a certain, French touch to it.... but then again, not every Frenchman has made such an impact.... im also not sure how to call it... but lets call this his own style.... because, he has added his own style and flavour into football...

Everytime he gets the ball, my hearts beats faster.... knowing.... expecting something i cant expect... just waiting for him to work his magic onto opponents.... each touch of the ball, each run he makes, its so magnificent... watching him is like watching poetry in motion (haha) every goal is so perfect that i dont mind watching it over and over again,

i like everything about him.... i like the way he scored.... its always has this significant Henry class to each goal..... i like the way he takes a shot.... leaving defenders wondering of different ways to stop hm.... i like his temper.... which rarely ever goes overboard.... so matured, so professional.... i like the way he brings his team into the game... just like what a captain is supposed to do.... i like the way he applauds his team mates efforts... there's nothing more assuring than receiving a sign that your effort has been recognised..... i like the way he leads the youngsters in his team.... this is beyond captain-like... this is more like brother-hood.. showing them guidance and examples..... i like the way he shows himself to the public.... he's a footballer.... not a model, not money orientated and not concerned about what the public has got to say... and finally i like his commitment.... he and Arsene Wenger go way back... that it self is a heart warming story... but a bit too long to post here =)

If i were to ever meet God in person, i honestly wouldnt know what to say... in fact, i think i would just stone there, speechless.... same thing applies here. i dont want to meet him, because i think i'd just die on the spot after meeting him.... i just wanna watch him.... playing football.... creating and scoring goals.... that will always be in my memory.... and i'll take those memories to my grave....

Hmmm.... Blogging....

Wow.... after reading so many ppl's blog... finally im starting my own.... just hope i can be able to update it regularly... even when the whole blog frenzy started, i was like, who wants to read bout another person's life... as it is its so hard to understand one's own life, but ppl manage to find time to read other ppl's =) i thought it was ridiculous... let see how many ppl actually bother finding out wats goin on in my life... now wat have i got to say??

lets start with my day... yesterday nights dragged me all the way to the wee hours of today morning... think i only got some shut eye around 5 in the morn.... my sleep was disturbed by numerous phone calls... half of them i dont actually remember, i do remember gettin one from my mum, bugging me bout which campus am i gonna stay on for next sem.... then in the end she does add that if i do plan to stay in cyber, its ok with her... i think its cuz she's needs some company... i know once my bro leaves for melaka, she's gonna be all alone with my sis there, doubt they'll be seeing my dad very often... oh well, goin home does sound tempting... but im begining to like stuff in melaka.... the question now is do i like it more than subang??

haha.... Subang or Melaka... if u asked me a few months ago... Subang would've won without a doubt... but lately its got me thinking... c'mon, i love subang... i love the ppl there especially, its really a place i call home... i mean, i can go anywhere and know i might bump into someone i know... nothing like how my life in melaka is =) haha, but then again... i am entering a very serious part in my life... its the time where i have to put a lot of effort into my studies... its vital for my own future... subang's a great place to enjoy, with friends like mine, the fun never ends... but then again, my course is definately not gonna be a walk in the park... im gonna have to put in loads of effort... and im so determined and willing to go all out for it... but does that mean, leaving mum all alone? and being away from my friends for 4 years? i know i know, it does sound a little extreme, but to me it seems like that. even when i do go back now and then, i feel quite lost, as in my friends have gone on living without me, although im still remembered, i feel like if im missing longer, i dont think i can keep up with them.... haiz... so wats keeping me in melaka? the first thing would be the enviroment... its such a quiet easy going life... a small town life... not that hectic... (aside from all the uni work)... wat else? the people? haha... yeah, i guess there are some ppl that i wanna keep on seeing here in melaka too.... dunno if i'll have the chance to if i continue staying in subang....

decisions decisions... haha... i wanna see wats it gonna be... guess it doesnt really matter, the choise this time is not for me to make... i'll just wait, taking in the cool melaka night air... looking out onto IPK... smoking my dunhill lights... listening to Mariah.... damn, its 5 in the morning again.... =) is this the life i want? good question....